Monday, November 8, 2010

Bitching

The more I think about things, the less I really care today. I'm not going to lie to myself and pretend I won't care tomorrow, or maybe next week, even next month. I can only imagine good things are on the horizon. There is no way life can throw you this much BS without there being some karmic toilet paper around the corner to wipe things clean, right?

Today I was informed there is a water leak in the main pipe leading to my house. There is another $1200 bill we couldn't afford, piled on top of the $16K/yr pay cut. I am thankful for the good things in my life. I have relatively healthy children, a job, and a roof over our heads. Some days though it just gets harder to keep your chin up and the positive thoughts flowing. I know so many people have it worse and I feel horrible for making such a big deal out of something trivial. Sometimes realizing you're being a cry baby when others suffer more makes you think even less of yourself.

It might be time to sell some furniture.

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